Under the weather...

Malam iron baju kurung polka dots ni..semangat nak g keje....hehe..sampai ofis tade orang..bos EL...T.L plak WFH...pastu...tak lama kemudian wa kena halau balik oleh team mate...ahahhaha....maka jadinya...WFH sudah sampai Rabu....

Khamis I will be flying off out of town...woot woot..can't wait...

Freestyle cooking!

Hari ni since im still being quarantine,decided to cook....i saw smoked salmon in the fridge....tht would be enough to cook 'spaghetti with smoked salmon and whatever inside the fridge would do!'...ok that's what i called my dinner....haha wallah!

The love i barely had...

Meow...

For sale

Slightly damaged, and slightly used.
Slightly broken, and slightly bruised.
Almost healed, but not quite yet
Almost forgotten, but cannot forget.
Promises to be something more,
Promises to be like it was before.
Needs some work but it's a start,
Will you take my broken heart?

Credit to:
Silvertonge
posted on 01/10/2012

Vuesday today?

Hmm...as much as i do not want to celebrate the day (wats with today? It's just vuesday aite? I mean tuesday..) i tell myself not to blog anything abt it....tp hati ni cam tau2 je arini ari selasa...huhu...

Syahdu je rs ht...actually dr smlm lg....sbb smlm dh kurang skit sakitnye...past 3days dah pttnye syahdu,tp disebabkn kesakitan teramat,tak smpt nk pk.....then only yesterday br smpt terpk...bila sakit2 mcm ni,tade sape yg nk look after,asking how am i doing..dah mkn ubt ke blom...sakit lg ke...pathetic isnt it? Yea...to those yg regularly read my blog mngkin wonder,wat happened to miracle tht i wrote abt a month ago...nm pon miracle...so tht miracle has miraculously disappear mcm tu je...tahla..it shows isnt it how unlucky i am in love... ;(

Sedihla jgk...sorang2 sakit sndiri...aih...sdahla...mls nk pk ;(

Day 3

Day 3 with chicken pox...err literally it's not 3 days,should be more as i have noticed pimple look alike chicken pox 5 days ago and dah selamat picit 2 kt muka 1 kt bdan..huhu

But...as of today..some blisters dah kering a bit...but ada yg br pop out..and ada jgk x pcah2...plg xleh tahan those behind my head...nk tdo ssh sbb terhimpit...and sakitnya masyallah..tatau nk ckp...

Takpe...tade ape nk dirungut sbb ni semua khifarah...allah nk menyuci dosa yg byk ni i'allah...moga2 lps baik chicken pox ni aku akn lebih brsyukur dan beringat mudah2 an...amin...

Now 8.12pm....tatau nk wat ape...nk tdo kpla sakit..tgkla kng trtdo ke tak wallahualam...

Doakan sy cpt smbuh ye.. ;)

Chicken Pox

Owh dear....I am down with chicken pox...tak penah kena time kecik2..now skang br kena...kepala dah banyak naik..leher dah penuh..muka also... badan kat dada dah banyak...aaaaa...Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah daku segera, ku ucapkan Alhamdulilah di atas khifarah ini...aminnn...

p/s : will be going off to Jogja on 23rd...harap2 dah sembuh by then...huhuh

New addiction

Tot of talking to simmy before i go to bed..Look at wat simmy says...mentang2 mlm ni mlm jumaat

The notebook

Bf: would u stay with me?
Gf: what for? Look at us,we're already fighting
Bf:well,that's what we do..we fight! You tell me i'm a son of a b*tch and i tell u,u're a pain in the a**. im not afraid to hurt your feelings!
Gf : so what?
Bf: so it's not going to be easy,it's going to be really hard! And we have to work this everyday,and i want to do that because i want you! I want all of u...everyday..

-the notebook-

Auwww...this is actually sweet..couples treat each other right and does not afraid to say anything tht will hurt each other...it would definitely be a good way of knowing,learning abt each other..

Samsung note...

Ayooo cam super cool je....aaa menariknye...cam nak la plak

~Love & other Drugs~

"You meet thousands of people, and none of them really touched you....and then there's 1 person and your life is changed forever....."

~Love & other Drugs~

Weil weil

Since all social networking sites are being suspended for the moment...i think i would rather express myself via images...images wont lie..pictures speak a thousand words...

Venue: in my little black maria @ <10km/hr sumwer near batu caves (it's thaipusam peeps..traffic not moving!)
Time: 8.33pm (approx 30mins caught in traffic now)

P/s : driving while instagram-ing and drinking! Ooppps

Twit

I twit nowadays....and i capture moments...

It has been a while...

Another therapy to mend a broken heart

Kaki cramp!

Time : 12.45 pm M'sia
3.45 pm Sydney

Saya penat la.....

Dan saya lapar sekarang ni...


Aih...hidup tak seindah cerita yang Aaron Aziz berlakon....

**Ok kaki cramp tetiba

Amacam? Bibir ada mcm cucuk botox x?

Virtual insanity!

"Kita berkenalan hanya dalam laman muka buku
Kau hantar petanda suruh aku terima kamu
ooh.. Hati ku rasa sesuatu.."

Ok...this is a phenomenal now isnt it? Virtual love! Do u believe in meeting ppl virtually...get to know tht person...trust the information provided....fall in love...then get married....i do believe...or shall i said i once believed? Ermm...there are a lot of testimonials abt this online dating...online rship...banyak jgk yg x jd,x betol,kena tipu and so on....tp byk jgk yg bahagia sampai ke jinjang pelamin....

Tapi....1 thing for sure....it has never been lucky for me....to be honest...i always take risk in meeting ppl on9...and out of tht...i ended up in a few rship...the first 1...dr friendster...more to cinta monyet 1st yr kot,,.,he pon dah happily married now...but to my disbelief,he once came to my house jgk out of nowhere to meet my family...tah pape..second and third one from myspace..2nd one i would say...ermm tayah ulas lnjut la kot...i got this blog setup pon sbb him,so i shall not say any further i guess....3rd one more to a rebound while i was on off broke off with the 2nd one...and this 4th one....aih....sigh...this is far worst than all of the above...it was only a month....and the next thing i know,he wont picking up calls,what more returning it....just over a thing tht i said to him...i dont know,maybe tht was just an excuse to get away....

But it was the most irritating and heart breaking way to end a rship...one day u were so happily saying i love u...and the next day,all that has gone? I just dont get this kind of attitude...dont tell a person u are so in love if u are not...wat more taking up a brave action by calling my mum and ask for a permission,thts the dumbest thing to do...u can play with my heart,but hv respect to a person's mum...

Because of tht action,i am so ashamed with my family..i know in the beginning,i have some doubt,whether i should actually trust ppl tht i know online....like i said earlier,not everyone is as bad as those i knew....but bcos of these ppl.....it affected the whole

Owh...yea..knew him from tagged...yea now u can say all those nasty things abt me being on tagged...no worries,like i said..i have always take risk in meeting ppl on9...and yes..oopss i did it again...

Maybe it's time to shut off this virtual insanity and meeting real ppl right infront of ur face? But......i strongly believe....men wouldn't be so interested to come up and say,hi lets get to know each other if they say me face to face...tataula kenapa.....x cantik la agaknya kannnnn....redhaaaa

So kesimpulannya...no virtual meeting means i wont be knowing new ppl....sbb nk hrpkn a guy to come up and say hi mmgla angan2 semata....xpela...x jumpa pon xpela kot..nk wat cane lg....

Amin...

Banyak khilaf...banyak dosa....Allah bagi balasan on the dot di muka bumi ni....
Kenapa aku selalu hadapi waktu sukar...sukar dr byk perkara...
Sebab aku tau Allah nak aku sedar.....akan dosa2 ms lalu....

Memang sukar nak hadapi semua satu persatu kenyataan dalam hidup...
Memang sukar nak hadapi kenyataan bahawa ramai org di luar sana lebih bernasib baik...
Memang sukar nak hadapi yang hidup aku tak pernah lekang dari dugaan...

Tapi...

Duit takkan habis kalau tak dibelanjakan...
Kaca takkan pecah berderai kalau bukan dipecahkan...
Air mata takkan mengalir kalau hati tidak disentuh...

Semua yang berlaku ada penyebab...
Sesuatu yang berlaku ada penyebab...dan ada juga kesannya...
Aku mungkin tak pandai meluah dgn kata2...
Tapi aku sgt pasti dgn apa yg aku rasa...
Apa yang terlihat dan apa yang tersirat...tak pernah sama...
Tapi selagi mampu...ku muhasabah diri...ingatkan tentang dosa2 lalu yg Allah nak bagi balasan supaya bersih sikit demi sikit...

Aku mungkin pasrah satu ketika dulu.....tapi aku rasa kini redha lebih baik....
Aku terima seadanya qada' dan qadar, terima seadanya apa yg dah tertulis....

Amin....
Ku bersyukur kepadaMU di atas dugaan yang kuterima..
Semoga ini semua akan jadikan ku manusia lebih berguna ..I'allah...

Self destruct in 5,4,3,2,1

Social network sites deactivated....

#true

twit #true

there are certain things abt ur ex bf that u will not share with ur best mate eventho u have been badly hurt...